What I like about myself.
Sometimes we often talk about our insecurities and what we don’t like about ourselves. Wells I’m going to list some things I like about myself. If a guy cant see what I have to offer and how amazing I can be, then he can fuck off.
What I like about myself:
1. I can cook good italian food.
2. Im artistic and creative.
3. I’m food adventurous.
4. I’m in a high rated engineering program.
5. I think I dress well.
6. I like my jaw bone structure.
7. I like to travel and explore the cities.
8. I like my mole. It’s a beauty mark.
9. I can hold a conversation.
10. I’m a people person. I get along with people well.
11. I like that I dwell into deep thoughts
12. I can pull off some fashion trends well.
13. I give people chances & second chances.
14. I’m funny.
15. I like my dark complexion.
16. I like that I have a nice bubble booty
17. Lastly, I give really good head and I’m good at deep throating. Jk
I’m not sure how I feel about Hawaiian prints sometimes.. But I like this one. It’s only $5. So why not?
The fun is dying.
I try so hard to be interesting. But why? I shouldn’t have to try at all and just be myself. Why am I putting so much effort to not be boring? Is it because I fear that if I’m being truly myself, he will lose interest in me? Everyone else find me interesting and I could carry a conversation with them but when I’m with him, even for fifteen minutes, there’s a long pause. A long silent tension. It’s not awkward. It’s just we don’t have anything to say to each other. I’m afraid to admit we are at the stage where we’re beginning to lose interest in each other. I tried to make it fun. I tried finding different things we could do together but it seems like we used up all the “fun cards” together. I just want him to stay. Hang out with me and enjoy each others’ company. But it’s slowly beginning to die down. We only see each other once a week and we barely talk to each other. Is that time coming now? The fun sizzled down. So what now?
My new art piece I’m working on. I love how it turned out. My acrylic markers are being lame right now so I’m forced to use sharpie markers.. Can’t wait to show you guys the finish product!
Current art piece I’m working on. This is goofy when thrown in a urban outfitters dumpster. I like it and I don’t like it. Ahhh I never like any of my artwork!
Went out on a lovely “date” tonight with him. He has never been to Griffith Observatory before and neither have I. It’s definitely a touristy place for people outside of California to visit when they decide to come down to Southern California. I was beyond excited when we both spontaneously decide to take a trip to LA and check this place out. It was lovely and romantic. The city lights were amazing and beautiful. I wish we could’ve stayed there all night but they closed at 10.
After Griffith Observatory, we decided to check out this vegan restaurant called “Elf Café” which is rated as one of the best vegan restaurants in LA (according to yelp). It’s a bit pricey but the food was amazing. I highly recommend this to all the vegans out there. And after we did all that fun stuff, we did more fun stuff if you guys know what I mean.
